I was so desperately hoping it wasn’t true. Because it was my sister who found out before I did. But I saw my high school website and pretty much confirmed it. I never got to talk to her or thank her after that and I regret it so much right now. I should’ve contacted her in the summer even when I thought I was busy. It wouldn’t have hurt to take a day off from work or even just a few hours to go see her…


I felt like I wasn’t really prepared to work this semester but now after seeing everyone work and getting to know my work habits, I feel like I could work again. Or at least I want to. I got an interview offer for next week the day after my 2 midterms and the place I was meant to transfer, …uh I think I just made things more complicated than it needed to be. Because I just want a schedule where I don’t have to work too much. Somewhere flexible. We’ll see how this turns out.


At first I thought I was just being a klutz. Like I would forget where I left something like A MINUTE AGO. Then I realized, I feel like I’m also having speech problems…? That’s what it feels like… I feel like I’m having trouble remembering certain words so I end up saying a word that sounds like it. Is it because I haven’t been reading enough lately? Or was I always this stupid? Lol. I know forgetting words and places and stuff, it’s a symptom of alzheimer’s but it can’t be right? It’s all in my head right? I think I’m just thinking that especially because I watched the movie called, “Still Alice”. It’s a really scary if something like that happens to you…

School starts this Wednesday so let’s stay optimistic and read lots! 😀
#andstopeatingnuggetslikeitsfinalsseason #😑 #makehealthierchoices

Flannels at Urban Outfitters

They have new flannels at Urban Outfitters and they are so nice. ♡ They had ones before too but they never go on sale. (If they do its probably like 0.00001% off lol) I guess a lot of people just buy them anyways especially because it’s back to school season. I got one but it was expensive. *dies a little*

I bought a flannel from Old Navy like 2 years ago for only $10 and literally, that’s the only thing I wore to school.  (Well, that and bunch of hoodies and sweats lol.)

Speaking of back to school season, I can’t believe it’s already September this week. I’m trying to deny the fact that summer is over. *cries*

My fat fingers

I’m not really sure how much weight I lost since god knows when. I just know I lost some fat on my fingers….??? The ring that I wear usually, which by the way used to fit (or tight) is now kind of loose. It won’t come off if I shake my hands really hard but I was riding bumper cars with my sister when I went to Quebec, and the steering wheel brushed against my finger and my ring came off. The operator saw that and turned the switch button off (thanks man ^^). Well, it was actually only me and my sister riding the bumper cars, no one else was in line for it lol.

I’m peeling

For the first time in my life, I got a sun burn. This happened when I was in Orlando, Daytona Beach with my sister. Holyyyyyyyy the beach was niceeeeeeee. Anyways.

I put on sunscreen too and I tan kinda easily. Probably because we’re both like our dad. The good thing is, we tan and never got… or didn’t get sunburnt.

It hurt a bit when we were still there and I had a shoulder bag. And I’m sitting here on my sofa back at home witnessing my skin peeling off. Not ganna lie. It’s kinda weird but satisfying at the same time. I’m a snake. Hissss 🐍

August 5th

My sister turned 18 today. I’m kind of disappointed that the gift that I got for her is a bit late. I haven’t told her what it is. She’s just ganna have to find out when it arrives. I was debating if I should get the fast shipping option but it was expensive. 😢 I hope she likes it when it arrives. My biggest worry is that she might not like the colour. Well… she can use the gift receipt. 😐

I’m not going to say, “omg, I can’t believe my sister is already 18”. No I can believe it hahaha. I’m just surprised she can now travel with me all the way to Florida and also drive. Soon she’ll be legal to drink and drive around by herself. That bitch better continue to stay healthy, strong, and smart. ♡


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