Work

I felt like I wasn’t really prepared to work this semester but now after seeing everyone work and getting to know my work habits, I feel like I could work again. Or at least I want to. I got an interview offer for next week the day after my 2 midterms and the place I was meant to transfer, …uh I think I just made things more complicated than it needed to be. Because I just want a schedule where I don’t have to work too much. Somewhere flexible. We’ll see how this turns out.

Speech

At first I thought I was just being a klutz. Like I would forget where I left something like A MINUTE AGO. Then I realized, I feel like I’m also having speech problems…? That’s what it feels like… I feel like I’m having trouble remembering certain words so I end up saying a word that sounds like it. Is it because I haven’t been reading enough lately? Or was I always this stupid? Lol. I know forgetting words and places and stuff, it’s a symptom of alzheimer’s but it can’t be right? It’s all in my head right? I think I’m just thinking that especially because I watched the movie called, “Still Alice”. It’s a really scary if something like that happens to you…

School starts this Wednesday so let’s stay optimistic and read lots! πŸ˜€
#andstopeatingnuggetslikeitsfinalsseason #πŸ˜‘ #makehealthierchoices

Flannels at Urban Outfitters

They have new flannels at Urban Outfitters and they are so nice. β™‘ They had ones before too but they never go on sale. (If they do its probably like 0.00001% off lol) I guess a lot of people just buy them anyways especially because it’s back to school season. I got one but it was expensive. *dies a little*

I bought a flannel from Old Navy like 2 years ago for only $10 and literally, that’s the only thing I wore to school.  (Well, that and bunch of hoodies and sweats lol.)

Speaking of back to school season, I can’t believe it’s already September this week. I’m trying to deny the fact that summer is over. *cries*

My fat fingers

I’m not really sure how much weight I lost since god knows when. I just know I lost some fat on my fingers….??? The ring that I wear usually, which by the way used to fit (or tight) is now kind of loose. It won’t come off if I shake my hands really hard but I was riding bumper cars with my sister when I went to Quebec, and the steering wheel brushed against my finger and my ring came off. The operator saw that and turned the switch button off (thanks man ^^). Well, it was actually only me and my sister riding the bumper cars, no one else was in line for it lol.

I’m peeling

For the first time in my life, I got a sun burn. This happened when I was in Orlando, Daytona Beach with my sister. Holyyyyyyyy the beach was niceeeeeeee. Anyways.

I put on sunscreen too and I tan kinda easily. Probably because we’re both like our dad. The good thing is, we tan and never got… or didn’t get sunburnt.

It hurt a bit when we were still there and I had a shoulder bag. And I’m sitting here on my sofa back at home witnessing my skin peeling off. Not ganna lie. It’s kinda weird but satisfying at the same time. I’m a snake. Hissss 🐍

August 5th

My sister turned 18 today. I’m kind of disappointed that the gift that I got for her is a bit late. I haven’t told her what it is. She’s just ganna have to find out when it arrives. I was debating if I should get the fast shipping option but it was expensive. 😒 I hope she likes it when it arrives. My biggest worry is that she might not like the colour. Well… she can use the gift receipt. 😐

I’m not going to say, “omg, I can’t believe my sister is already 18”. No I can believe it hahaha. I’m just surprised she can now travel with me all the way to Florida and also drive. Soon she’ll be legal to drink and drive around by herself. That bitch better continue to stay healthy, strong, and smart. β™‘

News

I’m not sure if it’s because I watch the news more recently because I’m home, but during this summer, especially this month (July) of 2016, I see so many numbers. Most of these numbers I see are the lives lost… it’s just one story after the other. And sometimes I feel like the spokesman don’t really feel anything. They talk like it’s nothing new. I remember my English teacher giving us some sort of paper stating how no matter how many lives are lost, they always move onto other news for the day…

Those people who lost they’re lives, those people who lost they’re loved ones. I might not know them but it’s inexpressible and heartbreaking. Many of the victims were innocent. I don’t and never will understand those who just take away other people’s lives. How does one even commit such an act? Act of violence and murder? How are they even human? And another rant is the hashtags that are used. Sure. Hashtags can alert or inform other people on social media about what’s happening around the world. But at the same time I wish those people who use #prayfor___ really really meant it. Praying is always good. But at the same time, I think praying can only do so much…

All this talk and I don’t really know what can be done other than praying.

Tonight I’m travelling to Orlando with my sister. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t worried at all about this trip. I pray for the safety of others, people I love, people I know, and people I may not know, I pray for anyone who is genuine and has a good heart and good will. I pray for the safety of the community and I pray for the safety of my family and friends no matter where they are. And I thank everyday for the air I breathe and the earth I can walk upon and the people I get to have in my life. I’m thankful everyday even if certain things can bring me down…

where?

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